01 January 2003

weird sight i encountered was seeing a mouse in the middle of the void deck at a weird crouching position, motionless. i tried to hop left walk three steps back. by RIGHT, the mouse should've scrambled off already. but now it's by LEFT and the mouse is still at the same position. haha.. like kana waxed HAHA

okok woke up this morning with myself huggin on to wilfred like as if he's a pillow. HUGE ONE HAHA then end up i become the bolster cos i stole his bolster... =__=;; we woke up and wash up and all...but of course, before that we lied on the bed for damn long also hahaha... tired like siao..

i left only $2 in my wallet man..... so pathetic... and of course.. with some coins haha.. then at least managed to have a meal at 429 lah with a can of coke. then i'm totally broke. that meal was pretty filling and i was so full after eating it so i guess it's worth it. i suggested to have a walk to Lot 1. so we did. it was pretty fun but one thing tho.. i'm kinda sick of walking haha... u'll know why when u read more. it's a horrifying experience. saw the news about countdwn at siloso beach? they said it was fun n all? dun be cheated.. they're juz showing the 'good' side of it... i shall reveal the 'underlying' complaints...

okok hmmm basically didn't do too much today but had fun juz being with wilfred. i cried though. cos was saying how paranoid, scared and unsure of wad's in for me for 2003.. haiz...then cried pretty badly cos was also thinking abt wad will happen when fred goes ns... then i'll be sorta left alone to cope with everything and not havin him to be there whenever i nid him or something...

we hang around the comic connection there while we saw some clip of the Resident Evil movie. looks pretty interesting haha i'm getting fred to dl it to watch. plus he was also pretty absorbed by the Lord Of The Rings game the shop assistant was playing with the XBOX... effects r very gd. i was juz randomly walkin ard inside checking out the comics and seeing if there's any new arrivals. seems like CLAMP X is out. found some hentai comic wahahaha never knew they had it there too. GTASTE by the same author of dear boys can u imagine that? Gee..

saw some cute digi charat keychains but they sell only as a set of 5 and it cost about $35... not veri takai cos cute and if get frm ActionCity shld b more ex...but..chotto... binbou da. hahahaha sad sia no money cant buy anything.. even saw some cute cards man.. cant buy. 6 for $1. *RARGH* nvm...I WILL BE BACK!

when sch starts and i can spend less, i'll save more so i can dun b so fed up with $$ probs.. tmr go eat cutlet rice whaaha with cheese sticks!! *lick lips* then with the saved up money i can buy the stuff i wan and spend with more ease...

Continuation of Wednesday Stuff
suddenly blank out and cant remember what happened in the earlier part of the day wahahaha erm. oh yah i mentioned wahahha ate pasta and all.... okok fred came to my house and used my comp for awhile then we left for Pasta Mania @ Parkway. spent about.... $14++ alrite lah pretty cheap for pasta and it tasted very good and filling too. we had creamy chicken and mediterranian something something *forgot wahaha* and the creamy chicken was abit tad too thick but it tasted good. but could get sick of it easily. so i asked for two plates and halfed both dishes and we shared it. the mediterranian one is gd cos it's tomato sauce and with lotsa ingredients so it's very appetizing making the creamy chicken easier to finish. we eat finish and all then left to go orchard. Terry as usual was late but still we met up and all and went to talk ard alittle before he went and meet Nancy. a girl he sorta knew very long already... indonesian but living in Sg very long already but her accent is still very distinctive. she was at the manicure shop wah kao spend $25 on nails.... somemore is same colour not say with pattern or wad... expensive...!!!! anyway, we ate mac or rather they ate at mac and then nancy talk very funny... haha but naturally behave and walk like someone who is rich. infact, she IS rich. then when she left we also left for Sentosa.

stupid move. very late and it's all terry's fault. never for once he is punctual. caused us all the trouble. when we got to tiong bahru the crowd was mad lor.... we waited for the shuttle bus to sentosa and a couple left without us being able to get up. finally when we were able to get up which was.... i duno... i lost track of time.. shld be either 7++PM or 8++PM and we were squashed in the bus. me n fred was stuck at the door there sweating profusely and had two guys climb up previously to free up some space. terrible man. when we reached somewhere near Sentosa at some port, things got even more impossible. Traffic Jam. jam jam jam on n on it goes till we're stuck in the middle and the bus was hardly moving anymore. kind enough the bus driver opened the door and let us out. we got out and walked. things got alittle faster then. hated when we're in the bus and havin ppl pt and laugh n stuff. ridiculous sight. we thought that was all but no. cos terry's friend "didn't have enough" to pay for our tix first, we walked till we suddenly saw a HUGE HUGE HUGE crowd lining up. at first we didn't know what was it for. but as we followed another crowd and tried to go in, we were stopped. we needed tix. wad was the crowd for? to queue for tix. we were frustrated and shocked and didn't know what to do. terry cut through the plants to cut queue n buy tix. there was this irritating guy working there who time and time tried to prevent ppl frm cutting through. bought the tix and it cost about $21 each. ex man. seriously, not worth it. we got in but frm frnt gate till siloso beach was damn long leh.... we walked and walked and walked for god knows how long... passed sijou restaurant then walked on and on...and reached sunset bay... walked more and finally.. siloso beach. SIAN AR.... not the end man... long story to tell. we walked and walked and end up seeing another looooooooooooong until duno go where queue. that was for entering the countdwn area. they were scanning and doing body and bag checks. before queueing muz get wrist tag. fuck sia such lousy organization!!!! the crowd was maddening and finally it's nearing mid nite and the ppl finally let us in but still had to check bag. i managed to hide the bag of alcohol on my right while a cop was checking my bag on the left. haha it's a wonder how i managed to get the drinks in. but i did wahaha and while we were in there the crowd is badly organized... a bunch here and bunch there and people walking everywhere. finally we settled somewhere further dwn. met terry's frenz with one of them named shawn who talked alil to me lah then we went into the foam party. fred was trying to shield me all the way cos i'm a girl and gets easily taken advantage of if not careful. and also there's many guys there. easily will kana "trampled" over.

5....4.....3....2......1..... HAPPY NEW YEAR


wah siao liao. the crowd went insane and bumps, pushed, jabbed all over!! everybody is lost and i was holdin on to my dear life to wilfred although i was pushed away for awhile. the crowd went insane, i was too short and had ppl banging and pushing me and i was squashed till it hurt and even kana elbowed in the head.. luckily not pain. foam was poured over us, wonderful sight but once it hits, it devours you totally and you could hardly see. i hugged fred as tightly as possible. finally we eased to nearer the outing and finally it got alittle better and i was kicking foam already hahaha.. at least the fireworks are nice.. but soon we decided it's better if we get out. so we did. we left out bags at the side and it's not stolen *heng* and we were already soaking wet by then. we sat around awhile and shawn they all decided to leave cos it's so boring. but terry wanted to stay was kept calling this guy call zaina for duno wad. ppl having fun liao as if they'll still giv a damn. we left in the end and cos the transportation was so so so bad, we had to walk all the way out, thinking that we might hav better luck in hailing a cab. Terry was such a nuisance. all he did was to moan and groan and complain. like a freakin sissy. fred was pretty frustrated then but i kept him going and bubbling around him to keep his spirits up. he was barefooted cos his slippers broke. we walked for a VERY long time. guess how long? ONE FUCKIN HOUR AND FOURTY FIVE MINUTES!!!!!!!! kaoz!!!! all the way frm siloso beach to residential area at bukit purmei!!!! you know why? even if we got out, we weren't the only one walkin and there was juz too many ppl walking out and competition for taxi was impossible. we walked and walked till we finally reached bt purmei where we got on a cab.

frankly speaking we didn't have money left. so the cab driver was kind hearted enough to drop us off somewhere where i ran to the atm to draw out money. we walked back up to fred's hse although halfway through while i was calculating how much i spent i realised i spent alot today and mebbe the my phsical and mental tiredness is wearing me dwn and i broke dwn into tears. i felt desperate for that moment and juz kept on crying. fred was there to calm me dwn at least. when i got emotionally more stablized, we went on up and me n fred bathed. after we bathe, while terry was bathing, we cooked instant noodles and fried eggs to go with it. at least we had something to eat. after eating we went dwn to get some drinks. that was basically how we spent the nite. we checked the net for mails and stuff and then and then fred tucked me into bed first hehe at about.... 5PM or so. he said some sweet stuff, gd nite kissed and tucked me in. i think i fell asleep immediately. when i gained consciousness again, fred n terry was in the rm packing up for terry to leave. when terry left, fred came in to slp.

*ZZZZZZ*





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